There's the most dramatic groan, as he holds his head and whines as he stumbles backwards in what is a practiced theatrical and dramatic movement; nothing natural at all, and its clear that he knows that as he slumps forward in a much more natural movement.
None of that was even close to real, it's just... The thought of this - or anything - constituting an afterlife makes him want to die all over.
What good is an afterlife if one just has to die again? Rather stupid, he thinks. ]
No, no.... If this is the afterlife, I'm just going to kill myself to get away from it! If I do that, then I at least won't be here anymore, right!?
[ Not on this tossed over train with demons surrounding it and everything else... It'd be one thing if he was alive, but by the logic unique to children (or rather, children and young adults, with Dazai being eighteen himself,) and adult logic both this situation is just too ridiculous! Just let him die and wake up from the dream, or otherwise just let him die... He's tired...
Though on the plus side, he's not at all panicked or concerned at all in every way, instead carrying the look of a child who was denied sweets. In fact, he's pointing to one of the handles intended for standing passengers to hold onto. ]
Do you think I can hang onto that!? I have a tie, so that would work, right?
i... cw: suicidal ideation
There's the most dramatic groan, as he holds his head and whines as he stumbles backwards in what is a practiced theatrical and dramatic movement; nothing natural at all, and its clear that he knows that as he slumps forward in a much more natural movement.
None of that was even close to real, it's just... The thought of this - or anything - constituting an afterlife makes him want to die all over.
What good is an afterlife if one just has to die again? Rather stupid, he thinks. ]
No, no.... If this is the afterlife, I'm just going to kill myself to get away from it! If I do that, then I at least won't be here anymore, right!?
[ Not on this tossed over train with demons surrounding it and everything else... It'd be one thing if he was alive, but by the logic unique to children (or rather, children and young adults, with Dazai being eighteen himself,) and adult logic both this situation is just too ridiculous! Just let him die and wake up from the dream, or otherwise just let him die... He's tired...
Though on the plus side, he's not at all panicked or concerned at all in every way, instead carrying the look of a child who was denied sweets. In fact, he's pointing to one of the handles intended for standing passengers to hold onto. ]
Do you think I can hang onto that!? I have a tie, so that would work, right?